God Larves Yar

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

HAHA..
Finally can use com!!
i am seriously happy about using com..
but definately NOT school life now..
except one thing.. my results lor..
i just went through lots of smart ppls blog..
lyk Shreya, Phoebe, Grace..
aiyo.. haha.. i must work harder!! haha..
just joking.. but im very satisfied with my marks..
actually not really la.. but okay lor..

aniways.. about my school life.. whenever
you see me laugh.. my heart is seriously not laughing..
you see me smile.. my heart is seriously not smiling..
you see me quiet.. my heart is seriously crying..
i guess its coz of friends... haiz.. im lyk..
drifting away from some of my friends..
seriously.. i feel so stuck.. i really really want to say it
out.. if you think you know.. you might be wrong man..
ive been praying about it...
God ill wait.. no matter how long..
i dun wanna hurt anyone..
i know if i wait.. ill get the best in the end..

'Do not plot harm against your neighbor, who lives trustfully near you.'
Proverbs 3:29
God please save me.. i seriously have no idea what is the wisest thing to
do now.. i dun write bad about ppl..
well.. sometimes if i really cannot keep it within me..
but dont worry.. i tell you now i dont..
(aniways.. im so ramdom.. its okay if you dun understand..
not ure fault la.. its my fault of ramdomness.. )
im not that pathetic lar.. im just very sensitive..
inside..

my bro is now complaining about stuff.. and saying
how bad it would be to leave in this world for 1000yrs..
in this horrible earth..
and his talking to himself lying on the bed..
coz his not using com.. he just said
wad if i grew up and became a taxi driver..
and sarah will be my passenger..
and he said he would sae hello and ill get a shock and scream..
he's talking about when will the world end.. and just wondering..
and saying in boredness and dislike..
mon, school, tuesday,school, wednesday, school, thursday school,
friday, school, ......
with a more livelier voice: saturday.. even more livelier voice:
SUNDAY!! then back to the bored voice.. then monday school.... ... ...
... thursday.... SUNDAY!! aiya monday school.. sian la..

haha.. so farny la.. he is still talking to himself.. aiyo..
how i wish i can talk to myself.. lyk him..
thats good ya noe.. letting everything out..

aiya.. if you want to ask me about my friendships in school..
i'd be delighted to.. depends on who that person is..
feel free to ask me about it.. i realise now..
although you want to help someone..
make sure you do not get stuck..
they really dont appreciate it..
once you leave its hard to return..
really really.. im not even sure if this post is legal or not..
im wishing for a friend.. a seriously good wan..
i already have one.. God..
hey.. i guess this is a test or a character builder..
im not 100% put down by this.. but i guess..
im just confused.. very..
aniways.. i need to study ting xie(chinese spelling) now..
and ive extended my timing.. buhbye!!

Missed u at..... 8:27 PM